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..... people do change year by year....
i did.....
doing the unexpected and the most impossible things i had ever did..... dats to stand up against my 2nd 'maternal' aunty....
she was the only one who always make use of you and talk behind your back, should you not do the things as she requested or even when she feels like it....
....before... i let her have it her way.... cos terrified of her to ruin my good 'image' to my other relatives....
but how long can people hold against the pain that resembles knifes that kept stabbing at you??? even the strongest person on earth can't hold it that long...not mentioning me, i'm just an ordinary teenager....
I know... this recent problem had been closed by me already a months ago.... which is the time whereby i stood up against her....and truthfully i had totally forgotten about it already after that... just today, my 1st 'maternal' aunty visited me and gave me a lecture about that incident... this opened back the deep wound that resided inside me....and for the fact that 2nd aunty's word had went across the whole 'maternal' family trees.....
hmph... what possibly could i do? human beings are born this way..... greediness, jealousy, anger, hatred, etc... are some things that can't be excluded from them.... even the purest person in the world still have these negative things inside them....
No choice were given to me...... all i could do is just to face it...... and now, my 'good image' to my relatives had already been shattered.....
So the only way is just to attack her back... not physically for sure cos this 'talkative' person make use of her mouth to prove her innocence, which are exactly the things i hated the most... because its cowardise, since she did not use facts to prove it, rather, she used intimidation and even persuasive way of talking.for eg she kept twisting between the past,whereby you did someting unpleasant last time....and with the current bad things you did....
my strategy lies beneath this quote from Sir isaac newton's final words :
I do not know what I may appear to the world, but to myself I seem to have
been only like a boy playing on the sea-shore, and diverting myself in now and
then finding a smoother pebble or a prettier shell than ordinary, whilst the
great ocean of truth lay all undiscovered before me.
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