あたらしいほんのとも

今日はみずけた。。。ぼくのほんのとも。ありがとうほんのともとかみさま、ともはおおいはない。それでも、ぼくはうれしい。。。だからべんきょうはがんばります。

a taken away miracle

Why ???? why do this thing has to happen again.... always.... always whenever i am about to get something, it will be taken away by another people....and despair bestowed upon me...

in secondary school;
-The almost-complete project was stolen by that guy
-Top position in XXX subject was taken away by him
-the EXCO position in CCA are given to another person due to his ability to sweet-talk to the teacher.


and yesterday event reminds me of these unfortunate events; yes i know, i have to admit defeat for Malay that i am not as good as him ; but basically its due to my recklessness...(over confident)

Even so, feeling remorse over these things are useless, it will only cause more damage to me....
I have decided to throw the final chip away... that is the internet... yah, i managed to halt my anime addiction, but instead i fall into another trap - FACEBOOK... and its even worse, for that facebook can be accessed even with slow internet connection...

Its time to move forward...and try to confront the A level with quantum brain!!!