funnay video

hihi long time no see... well haha basically for this post i won't be writing on anything... maybe its time for some videos.. muhahaha..... well its boring to have a blog that only consisted of words.... oh yes, i had just updated my skin as well...


Anyway, here's the funny video... its about the race between the anime characters... i found it somehow interesting.... enjoy it ! *spoilers: at 02.01 the background is Doraemon anime =D....

the deep wounds that resides within me.....

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..... people do change year by year....

i did.....

doing the unexpected and the most impossible things i had ever did..... dats to stand up against my 2nd 'maternal' aunty....

she was the only one who always make use of you and talk behind your back, should you not do the things as she requested or even when she feels like it....

....before... i let her have it her way.... cos terrified of her to ruin my good 'image' to my other relatives....

but how long can people hold against the pain that resembles knifes that kept stabbing at you??? even the strongest person on earth can't hold it that long...not mentioning me, i'm just an ordinary teenager....

I know... this recent problem had been closed by me already a months ago.... which is the time whereby i stood up against her....and truthfully i had totally forgotten about it already after that... just today, my 1st 'maternal' aunty visited me and gave me a lecture about that incident... this opened back the deep wound that resided inside me....and for the fact that 2nd aunty's word had went across the whole 'maternal' family trees.....

hmph... what possibly could i do? human beings are born this way..... greediness, jealousy, anger, hatred, etc... are some things that can't be excluded from them.... even the purest person in the world still have these negative things inside them....

No choice were given to me...... all i could do is just to face it...... and now, my 'good image' to my relatives had already been shattered.....

So the only way is just to attack her back... not physically for sure cos this 'talkative' person make use of her mouth to prove her innocence, which are exactly the things i hated the most... because its cowardise, since she did not use facts to prove it, rather, she used intimidation and even persuasive way of talking.for eg she kept twisting between the past,whereby you did someting unpleasant last time....and with the current bad things you did....


my strategy lies beneath this quote from Sir isaac newton's final words :

I do not know what I may appear to the world, but to myself I seem to have
been only like a boy playing on the sea-shore, and diverting myself in now and
then finding a smoother pebble or a prettier shell than ordinary, whilst the
great ocean of truth lay all undiscovered before me.

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hi, sry dunno what to say... for the past few days depression had engulfed me its because........ there were some kind of problem.... the one that made me kept thinking about it all the time....

by the way... its march already... and term 1 had come to an end.....and i will be very rare to go online already(including blogging)... cos O' level can already be seen from the distance ...

maybe.... it is time.... perhaps....

bye =)

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hi everyone ! its had been a long time since i posted... haha its had been a busy day... and it feels good to be healthy again .... man,... having a fever sure no fun at all... headaches... 'heated skins', and much more . . ..

anyway, i'm going to post about the last saturday's flag day.. on 24/2/07 .... sry its kinda belated..

FLAG Day


Did you know what's the meaning of flag day? yup... its the day whereby students or should i say volunteers head down the street to collect donation.... and i was doing it for the first time.

Affiruddin and I teamed up together...and we headed down to Orchard road, knowing that it is the favourite haunt for all donation collectors ..... True to our words, the moment we alighted the bus, which was in front of the Thailand embassy, we could already spot a few students had already taken up the spot... after walking along the street, we finally found our spot.... which was in front of NGEE ANN CITY, directly opposite the PARAGON building...

Of all the people in Orchard road these are the type of people who may likely give donations;

TOURIST

don't mention the Asian tourists... lets just mention the ANG-MOH tourists... mostly they would just ask what is the collection for and said..."hmm... interesting" and good thing was that they would put in only notes , rarely coins !!!

cons; some tourists found the collection was like 'pest' therefore some of them will try to interrogate you....

Family with small children

well this is because most parents will give coins to their children and asked them to put into the can...

ICE CREAM SELLER (roadside)

yup they can help to fill your can indirectly... because there was an ice cream seller set up beside where i'm standing and after his customer purchased the ice cream, they may have coins like 20 cents to 50 cents and they would simply just put into my can..=D

But there are people who you don't need to border to ask....for example the couples, people that was rushing to work, teenagers

Anyway, something interesting happened to me as well... during flag day, at about 11am, an uncle who was given a feat to distribute free tissues paper came.... .. and since both of us were in the same boat , which was to attract public's attention, two of us hit it off and cooperate with each other.... For eg. when someone gave a donation to me, that person will also get free tissue papers....

yup that's all... oh ya ... i must thank zhengyan for setting up the class blog..... haha i'm sure that he had put in his best effort to create such a magneficient template... well he deserved two thumbs up !!! YIPEEEEEE.... THANK YOU ZHENGYAN !!!! k cya nitez