My on-list anime has finally ended:

Gundam 00

Toradora

Clannad ~after story~

Zoku natsume yuujinchou


aLL of these anime set me thinking... about me, others and this world....

Toradora, the anime that i liked the most. In fact Roy and khittisun do like it. This anime is about school life. relationship between a guy who was feared by his peers because of his looks, and a girl who is short and is ferocious , nicknamed " Palmtop tiger". Its fun...


Quantum, the latest topic that i found interest in it. From my research this past few days, i found out that quantum actually controls our consciousness.... and my theory is that if this consciousness is resonated together with reflexes, that human will be perfect.... for that he is able to predict an event before it actually happenned....

I have decided to put a halt on anime temporarily... i wanted to find happiness with my own hand. This happiness can only be obtained through achievement...

My thought

Everytime....
I always imagine that i am a child soldier in the Middle East, fighting against the invader that tries 'brainwash' us. Armed with only an AK-47 i dashed across the ruins... There are those who fight alongside me, but as time goes on, one by one of them fell .There are other international parties that offered to help, but still they may be the puppet of the invader. The invader are equipped with the most advanced technologies... but still... i always recalled one thing;

My leader always said that i am running away from battles. I'm running away because i am afraid, afraid to pull the trigger for that it will hurt others... but.... few days ago i met that person... she gave me a new weapon that i have never seen before. It is not sharp but it does somehow cast away my weak heart which strengthen my confidence to fight. Therefore I'll continue to fight... nothing has changed... this is not the future that i have desired....