KINDNESS MAY HARM YOU INSTEAD yes it is indeed true, yesterday i was at Tiong bahru's fairprice, getting all my household supplies, since i was buying detergents, cleaning stuffs and foods, the amount topped up to $ 43. When i was heading towards the cashier while carrying the heavy basket, an aunty stopped me. She asked me whether i have NTUC card... i said no... then she suggested something like " lang fei" which means "waste in chinese" . yah she's talking about the link points and asked me to use her NTUC card so that she will earn the points. She keep stressing - you will not be at loss one. and out of my kindness i agreed.

The point i'm trying to make here is that i am too kind somehow... this aunty is ungrateful bastard... no "thank you" come out from her mouth and furthermore, she's so greedy to try to take the "points receipt"-you know this point receipt from NTUC will allow you to purchase the " made in germany antique" utensils that only requires you to pay additional $5 after a specific number has been collected. This is exactly the same as the Malay proverbs describe it " LIKE THE DUTCH ASKING FOR LAND" which means give a bit , wants more ... give more wants everything !!!!

I am indeed lucky that this is just scamming... with me not gaining nor losing at all. But if this is a serious case, take for example hypnotise or this aunty suddenly accused me for stoling her NTUC card; i would have lost out isn't it? Furthermore i swear now... that i will not go out unnecessarily in my school Uniform - it sucks you know, because you can't get into serious arguement with an anyone. In singapore so far i observed, any public who are irritated by students of certain school will play cheat by complaining to the school even if they are at fault, they will sound as if they are very innocent.

I know that i am the type who's unable to get into an fight, nor to see anyone suffering because i'm brought up that way. But i know i need to change this....in our world today scamming exists in many form, and a completely "holy" person is going to bow before those who are expert at cheating. This is the part of the society that i hated the most, cheating is present widely but its not a seen as a crime. Since i came to singapore, i've been cheated a lot of times - be it by the tamil money changer uncle who charged me higher exchange rates , Sim lim square shop that lied to me that the MP4 player is made by s'pore polytechnic student where as the truth is that it's made in china. and many more... what a terrible life it is... but its an experience doesn't it... haha... wonderful just wonderful... this is what we called mind game... and a freaky world muhahahahhaa....

The final battle is near... haha looks like i have to stop thinking about next year and concentrate on the present days. Need to clear this year before advancing into my next plan... hehe..

World End - Flow

WORLD END
Vocals: FLOW
Lyrics: Asakawa Koshi & Hayashi Keigo
Composition: Asakawa Takeshi
Arrangement: FLOW & Tsutaya Koichi

The light that was born at the world’s end is now in the wind

I can’t live just by whitewashing
I can’t heal just by kindness

What was stolen?
In an unchanging world
What did I hear?
A colorful song

Everything is bright

So to let shattered dreams echo to the edge of tomorrow
Light was born at the world’s end; we become one
Now in the wind

I can’t laugh like it’s someone else’s business
I can’t wipe it away just with loneliness

What was won?
At the end of the fighting
What did I hear?
A sad shout

Everything is crying

So to let shattered dreams echo to the edge of tomorrow
Light was born at the world’s end; we become one
Now in the wind

Don’t let anyone cry; return to your filled heart
Overcome just about everything already

So to let the sky that I saw back then reach ahead of my wishes
In the morning that creates the world’s beginning, we’re pure white
Now we become the wind

sometimes i when i do something, a few old memories came into my mind... its like the sudden random glance of the past... i don't really know why, but its just that it keeps happening to me... why??? the answer probably lies somewhere....

a storm is imminent, need to brace for impact ! I am not going to screw it this time...

Friends

sometimes i am just wondering... of all the friends that we made, are all of them everlasting? i don't think so... Initially i thought school environment would made a difference in the friendship bond, and i used to thought that in CJC the friendship bond can continue to expand-since everyone used only one language, english. But sadly it is not the case... I was in CJC for two intakes, and to roughly estimate, there should be around 30 acquaintances that i have met through the IG. unfortunately only a few remained in contact.

My observation
The girls are usually more friendly, however once they have found their boyfriend, we should start to forget all the moments we had spent together, because she will usually starting to ignore you...

The boys are usually more ignorant,probably they are 'less interested' in dealing with those of the same sex,you know its every boys dream to be able to speak to the opposite gender and to get to know them better. However, boys are usually more arrogant, once you are no longer involved in same activities as he is, he will purposely forget you.. my experiences is that when i was with one of my IG friend(a girl) , we met this IG friend(a boy) , we said hi to him, but he only responded to the girl, ignoring my presence, what a pathetic creature he is... too proud of himself....

My IG mates are now shrinking one by one.... probably because i rarely logged online.. but on the other hand, they might have acquired their sense of pride....

So, from IG orientation, i learnt that some people have the sense of pride... too proud of themselves that they forgot about you, probably on purpose.

lately i have been thinking alot,about how cruel this world is. Yesterday as i was on my way back from redhill hawker centre, i was enjoying the evening breeze. Not until the loud bang sound slashed through the peaceful evening... From a distance i saw a man with a rifle. he was smiling as he held his rifle with pride, as i walked pass, i saw plenty of crows corpse. Horrible.... pretty horrible, why do they have to kill these creatures? moreover, he's legal killer ( he put the sign " CROW CULLING IN PROCESS"). Furthermore, it was only last week in which he carried out the same operation. These crows may post noise problem, but on the other hand by ending their lives isn't thats just too wrong? These Crows may still have its children to feed... if these crows are gone, what will happen to its children? They will of course die gradually...tortured indirectly....the worst thing of all. Perhaps human does not really understand.....oh well retribution will come surely...from the soul of the dead....

Sometimes i also feel this world is a horrible place to live in. Anger, jealously, hatred, revenge are terms that are associated with human beings.These irritating things are the reason why human are unable to get along together... When there's loathe, it will lead to killing - then revenge will kicks in and yup revenge and revenge again....an endless chain of madness.... Everyone in this earth will surely have these things, even the most "pure" person on this earth. Of course there may have been some 'special' human,in which so far i have only seen one... the one with absolute zero anger and hatred... what an honour to be able to meet such a person...

Sometimes i just really hope what happens in Anime will come true, such as in GUNDAM 00, whereby there will be a private military organisation that strives to unite the world, creating a world whereby everyone is able to get along with each other and eradication those who hold on to the belief of protecting people with special status; such as POWER, RELIGION, RACE....
If it existed it would be great doesn't it.. hehe

Watched new anime- Natsume Yuujinchou.

Natsume Takashi has the ability to see spirits, which he has long kept secret. However, once he inherits a strange book that belonged to his deceased grandmother, Reiko, he discovers the reason why spirits surround him. Containing the names of these spirits, a binding contract was formed between the spirits and the owner of the book. Now, Natsume is determined to free the spirits and dissolve the contracts. With the help of a spirit cat, his days are filled trying to return the names to these spirits.

This is a very touching anime,yet teaches us something useful in life;
also i learnt that in every small shrine, there is a god. This god will disappear if people no longer visited the shrine.

troublesome.... in just one day i have been prescribed with loads and loads of pills... phew... no choice,because i'm ill. But i feel like a person suffering from grave illnesses...

Even if i fall, i will get up again on my own....because after all i want to be like a dharma doll.
Hmph finally i found the reason.... the reason to fight once more.... its basically anger....hatred towards that someone.... That person is a complete stranger... and really pissed me off that day....

Yes its time... for the second rebellion to begin again.....

i feel that i can see the world's evil.... a thing that disallow you to get anything to be done perfectly.... it seems that there is something that is hindering me, blocking the path that i wanted to walk..... problems by problems keep on surfacing, dealing with them can be time consuming.... distraction is the negative effects of this....

perhaps there is no other choice.... the only way to remove the irritating things is just to blow them up.... destroy them, eliminate them and make them feel as if they are just pathetic dogs.... Something has to be done .....

Rebellion was a failure, pride has been lost..... humiliation will be expected.

よかった あなたたちは大丈夫です

phew yokatta...... i'm really relieved to receive the reply.... after 2 days !!!! haha ..... shirotori family said they are ok, and around there, no people are injured.... i'm really relieved to hear that..... hehe

Japan earthquake

picture of damage at uguisuzawa district(near the host family house)


affected places at kurikoma

- the picture of inn that collapsed-





-kurihara people are very skilled craftman for pottery, look at what earthquake did to them, unforgiveable !!!-

i was quite shocked when i read strait times headlines today- Quake kills 6 in northern Japan... the places affected are iwata & miyagi prefecture....one of the places in these prefecture are" KURIHARA" . it says that about 29000 houses' power were cut off... its really a sad news, i hope that shirotori family and the Japanese there are just fine, and for those affected i hope they can get well soon....my wish is for that such earthquake will not occur again, the moment earthquake happens,the lives of people affected by it are hanging in balance- especially those who live near the mountainous area....


PLEASE BE SAFE: SHIROTORI's family










ITS REALLY SAD

Compare this

-the reporter gathering information recently-

with



our trip last year june 2007

The EMERGENCY signal has been put up.... yup it only applies to me. I've just received information that tomorrow, i will have an unwelcomed visitor. This visitor is actually my aunty's distant relative.... so distant that i do not know how this person acts... but safely guaranteed, it'll be hell of a time for me, as this guy will be staying with me for at least one month..... huh... what sucks is that i am not allowed split the PUB bill ....wth, it will surely be a huge blow to me - you know, when you stay in a hotel would you be considerate as to switch off the appliances? of course NOT! ~ same scenario here, what if he stays without giving a damn about the bill,would he actually be conscious of the appliances that he use?

Probably not

what a burden.... an unknown....

anyway, since i still have not met the person yet,i can't really judge him yet... And haha, i've prepared a series of test,to allow me to see what kind of person this is... hehe and yup i shall keep my camera ready to gather evidences just in case i needed them to prove my innocence, cause you know, temporary visitors are usually the main cause of destruction to the furniture and appliances in the house- they'll just simply stay and leave without any initiative to clean up the place.... then when things are destroyed then all the fingers will point at me.... hahaha but this time i will not allow such things to happen, i'll make sure that if he's the cause, he'd be prosecuted no matter what !!! even if it resorted to means of violence...

Ltc 2008
LTC has been the best camp that I ever had In my life. It’s like looking at life at different perspective and to see the great power that is hidden beneath teamwork. Haha perhaps its because the group of people who were chosen for the camp is the CHOSEN GROUP- means the better personality
My group is the HTC group and hahaa…. I’m thinking about the inter- HTC discussion… lolz hahaha!!!
AS ONE members:
-Nicholas cheang
-Nicholas lee
-Nicholas tham
-Valerie
-Audrey
-Deborah
-Katrina
-Kelvin
-Bryan
-Me
-Geovenn( j2 facil)
-Priscilla( jc 3 facil)
-Ms michelle teo
-Mr WEE

Day 1
Gathered at CJC, gathered at the auditorium extension,STONING !!! after a few familiar faces came, chit some chat….then played some bonding games….went through workshop….and yup hahaha finally boarded the bus to leave for Dairy farm…
Checked in our bunks, changed into PE attire… have lunch…. Then clean up the whole canteen as we got the forfeit during the bonding games…. And yup our 1st activity …… Problem solving at quarry……. Our group name: AS ONE ‘s first test- on how to work as a team to transfer pingpong ball over to another pail by pulling string tied on to another pail…. Yup it was difficult at first, as we had no idea, the few balls that could go inside its because of luck… 14 minutes+++ our first timing…but then we requested for another try… yup guess what??? 5 minutes ++++ and our score was the highest 19/20 !!!
Next game , blindfold game- whereby everyone was blindfolded except one who will be directing us through the obstacles…yup we did it pretty well….
Next game, the” poison river”- unfortunately we did not win but still hahaha…. Its was fun to work as a team…. Must be thankful to ODAC girl….Deborah… For not minding the pair of shoes to get dirty…
Caterpillar- hahaha its really hard … the wind blew…. Balloon flew landed on ‘sharp’ grasses and POOP !!! hahaha…. But still we’re able to complete it….
Number games….. worked pretty well…. Teamwork….. yeah….. support each other……
Tug-of-war wow pretty cool strategy… teamwork….yeah !!!
Then dinner came and yup ate…… Reflection….. and lights out!!!
Oh ya, today also we get to know each other……know each others name, forge friendship…..- able to observe each others….. and our goal for tomorrow….to be able to come out with a Cheer….

DAY 2
Woke up early in the morning…. Yup shower….. have breakfast…..then the most interesting game…. WARGH game….. Holding each laser guns in hands and yup haha battle…. Even though we did not win but we put up a good fight…. Our teamwork also strengthened by then…. I felt that my group can work better among ourselves than combining with others, because in order to do work together, we need to understand each other 1st….. and yah… the climax is when the Green hooded guy emerged into the scene and killing quite a number of the enemy hahahaha… .some referred him as HOBBIT !!!!
-LUNCH-
Then high element… was really touched by the group reaction…. Because they went that far just to get me a chance to try…. Because I was supposedly to miss my chance already, because the time limit was up….. at that time I was really disappointed- its just like in my sec 3 camp, whereby when its my turn, they said “ TIME’S up”. I thought things will be the same but…. Its not…… They went the extra mile to ask the instructor to let me to have a chance to climb the pole(how caring they are)…. Seeing that I was really really touched…. To the extent that I’m like entering some kind of special mode- I was afraid of heights,but during the second game onwards, I can cleared the height obstacle without any problem…. I was surprised too…. But this is actually also because of the cheering of the teammates- TEAM WORK !!!!
Then dinner came and yup reflections….. and sleep

DAY 3
WOKE UP, shower , breakfast…. Low elements games…. This is when our teamwork is put to a real test…. To climb over the wall, jump over using a rope, tyre , jump over string…..we can complete it…. Even though we have to repeat the game all over again due to accidental mistakes, but we never blame each other- instead we encouraged each other….cheer them up, gave moral support… hahahahaha what a great team !!!
Then the scaling down the 3 stories high tower using a rope… cheering do help hahaha…. Rock climbing- as usual I still can’t climb to the peak….
-lunch-
Explore bukit timah hill…. Equipped only with a map and friends…. Even though we went into a dead end, but we managed to work as a team to find the real way- the bicycle track… haha its sooo fun… walking along the track….chit some chat, back each others up…. Even though when the unfriendly weather came, it was overcome by our teamwork !!!! we supported each other...
Yup today’s the last night and yup sad atmosphere was arising…..however friendship will still goes on…..

Day 4
BASICALLY just pack up belongings, breakfast, went back to college…. Then attended the HTC meeting and yup closing ceremony…. The training camp may have ended, but the learning still goes on…. The friendship……the memories……experiences……hardship……. All will always be us….

Just like I have said, this is the best camp I ever have….its the first time I ever see the real power of teamwork….. and for that the group members are really nice people…. Right …HTCs..when the school reopens Lets set off and apply what we have learnt !!! IN TRUTH, WITH JUSTICE, IN HONOUR !!!! AS ONE !!!!WOOSH !!!

今は私はまじめな！失敗は許しない

fight! アルウイン

My Goal

At last... finally i began to get some idea on what i wanna be...... Destination: Japan ya hahaha... ya really i wanted to go there....because i like the way the life there..... The politeness of the people....good virtue....always wanted to give their best.....and many more.... these somehow suits my taste....

Well to achieve my goal, for now i need to do well in my A'level , so as to get the Precious Monbukagakusho scholarship.... that's the legendary scholarship that is offered by the Japanese Education ministry.....


WHY I CHOOSE JAPAN?
well i've just remembered about my childhood times.... my parents always promised to allow me to buy 1 comic if i can get a top 10 rank in class during my primary school life. Well i always did, haha and yup guess what comic i like to buy? DORAEMON !!! after reading it, i always tell my parents about Hokkaido....Fuji mountain...and everything about Japan !!!and i want to visit them...

Soon in S'pore, in my sec 4 life, i began to reconnect with my dream, after a few years being manipulated by online games like maplestory... ragnarok.... and these caused a fatal damage to my studies.... The connection is to watch anime, read manga.... and since i'm considered as an outcast in the class - since my interest and way of thinking is different from the rest..... They prefer to see a group of people fighting over a small ball as if they do not have any "balls" at all eventhough they do hahaha XD (joking), so this is the best method for me..... Soon i found some people who share the same interest as me..... 2 precious friends- whom i can get along with..... however one of them went to poly, while the other is in CJC 1T15

In sec 4 also, during the June holiday, i Joined the Geography trip to KURIHARA, Japan(refer to June/July 2007 archive).... there for the 1st time in my life i went to japan and meet the Japanese with my own eyes. Eventhough some people in the group tries to disrupt the whole journey,the irritating rules that was set by the group leader, overall i find the trip is beneficial..... I'm also still in contact with one of my Japanese friends....

FAMILY PROBLEM
Thus this is how the feeling of wanting to go to japan is born.... I am now hiding this dream from my family( except my father, mother and sister) for that first they are going to bad-mouth about Japan to discourage me for sure.... and secondly for that the whole family relation trees are really shaky...always quarelled with each other... the last time was during the distribution of the inheritance...one aunt tries to monopolise the whole things and it triggered an uproar.... my family(father,mother& sister) who did not bother about the stupid inheritance also dragged into the matter.... Furthermore, i will always remember on how my aunt tries to distract me 3 days before the O'level - i wish i could just take a knife and cut her to pieces, but what's the point of doing that? If i were to kill her, wouldn't that her husband and children will be affected? so... the best choice is just to cut off the links....

I BELIEVE THAT THERE IS NO POINT IN TREASURING THE FAMILY TREE... I JUST WISH TO START A NEW.... TOGETHER WITH MY FATHER, MOTHER AND SISTER AND COMPLETELY CUT OFF THE WHOLE FAMILY TREES.......

Therefore i'll work hard towards achieving my goal...and i really really want it very badly.... GAMBATTE !!!

Judo

(PAE)J1 JUDO MEMBERS I've been away for three days since friday, reason was that i attended the JUDO camp... haha yeah, its my new CCA, JUDO and i'm glad that CJC offered that martial arts as a CCA... Not forgetting, the atmosphere there also very welcoming, everyone speaks only 1 language, that is english language..=) I've known a lot of people since i joined the JC, even though sadly some had to leave after the 'evil' JAE postings- I've lost my Judo partner. But even so, lots of freshmen are joining... Everyone's elated as we have just received our new GI's recently.


Day 1

reported to the Piazza at 4.30pm, then did some Physical training...after which, dinner time at 6.00pm...rest till 7.30pm while at the same time we checked in to our bunk(the classroom)....then full GI' training till around 10.30pm... haha the atmosphere was very high, as everyone was happy to wear the new GI's for the 1st time..... After training, showered and have water parade, whereby everyone have to finish their own water bottle that was filled to the brim... Met new friend at that time.... The coach told us that he's changing his career and a new one will be taking over us....felt disappointed and sad,because he's the best coach we ever had....Lights out at 11.15pm and everyone slept comfortably after the vigorous training... Even though sleeping in the classroom may not be that comfortable, but the spirit of togetherness somehow eliminated that negative point.



Day 2

my whole bunk woke up at 5.15am,then charged to the toilet before it's packed... then changed to our PE attire and reported to the Grand Stand at 6.00am . Ran around the track 4 rounds, then did shuttle run for 15 times, push up around 200 with 5 second intervals, sit up 200 times....then we're off for our breakfast at 7.30am... we felt that the Food was very delicious,could it because we're hungry at that time or was it the truth? haha who cares ! After breakfast, rest till 9.30am before we started our morning training... yup some of us went to continue sleeping.... then training comes....



"DO YOU PREFER SPEED OR POWER?"



That's the question that was directed at us..the time has come whereby we'll decide our fighting style......however, we're given a guidelines, the big ones are recommended to take POWER, while the smaller ones are recommended to take SPEED.

I chose POWER....and yup, taught by the seniors who came back to help out.....We learnt the first POWER throw, the Harai goshi...



The training lasted for the whole day, with lunch and dinner break....That time, a former friend came to drop us a visit again...she have transferred to ACJC, yet she still came back.... yup haha everyone seemed to be revitalised by her visit...haha finally i can did the practice that i couldn't do before... at night after we're dismissed, i sparred with a friend, she's quite good...haha we applied all of the techniques that were taught to us and learnt each others style while at the same time spotting the weaknesses...





Day 3

The whole JUDOkas WERE woken up by the shouting of someone at 3am in the morning...



" ONE TWO ONE TWO ONE TWO.... noW... JUMPING JACK, jUMPING JACK !!! ONE TWO ONE TWO ONE TWO, hahahahaha..... Push up Push up...nonoNO Run RUN RUN !!!.... THROW THE BALL...... "





Looks like the Rugby ppl had nothing to do at all, doing their physical training at 3 AM!!!!

but its obvious that they wanted to disturb the Judokas..... anyway we just ignored as we need to conserve the energy for the physical training at 6am.... and yup, by the time we woke up again at 5am, the rugby players were exhausted. After PT, that is the GST(Grand Stand Torture) and the exercises we did the day before, we have our breakfast and same thing, rest....training.... yup

RANDORI* sparred with the brown and black belt and owned all the times, but managed to break a few of their throws....haha.... training ended at around 4.30pm

After that returned home, with aches all over the body....







Judo is fun !!! it has its own unique-ness, aside from that JAPANESE Commands are used most of the time that roCKZ hehehehe..... its the friendship that each of us made there....

CJ-ians..... SAAAH !!!!!

ANIME & MANGA

Anime(アニメ) or Manga（漫画） is already not a strange word to every human on this earth.In fact, almost everyone know what they means. Otaku（おたく）means someone who’s really obsessed with anime/manga or both. There is no real definition of the word “Otaku” as It depends on each humans way of thinking; Some people called themselves “otaku” because they have watched and read lots of anime or manga, while some labeled themselves because they have watched and read a particular manga or anime. Anyway, even though we’ve different way of labeling ourselves, but we’re still the same…..


How it began
Anime & manga industries began in japan after the creators were inspired by the western animation; The Disney creation such as Mickey mouse, Snow white& 7 dwarves..Thus they began to borrow the ideas and started to improve it…. Which was not wrong at all, because they did not go against the copyright law… One of the best example is the western cartoon; transformers. The Japanese borrowed the ideas and put a lot of effort to improve on it and thus the anime; GUNDAM was created. For more information you can refer to Wikipedia.

The threat
Today, the Japanese animation have already reached to the audiences all around the world, be it in ASIA, EUROPE, AMERICA, AFRICA, AUSTRALIA….. and it is so successful that many of the anime series and even cosplay are conducted, like the “Start of the year 2008 Anime cosplay at Nanyang polytechnic in Singapore”. However there is a few "Asshole" who wanted to ‘steal’ it and claimed it that it is theirs. The few asshole apparently are from China and at the same time they are embarassing their country.

LOOK AT HOW THEY RUIN THE KAWAI KAWAI KAWAI MY BELOVED HARUHI... WITH THEIR FILTHY HANDS...

Fake haruhi(complete rip off)

Original Japanese haruhi



Look at the similarity between this two picture… the one below is the original Japanese anime, but the one above it is the “pathetic-copied” version. This is the typical characteristic of these people, only know how to rip off someone’s hardwork
The Effect



What will you think when you keep seeing this book in your daily life? Of course you will think that things exist as this way....just like how my beloved Haruhi is like.... FAT??? grr... i will not forgive the people who ruin my beloved Haruhi... of course, other anime otaku will also think the same way as me....
Piracy
Piracy is a hit in the world today.It is a one-sided benefiting, as the producer would face a lost, but on the other hand, the needy people can finally afford the goods…..its a topic whereby you cannot determine which one is good or bad. There are two kinds of piracy ; the Piracy is completely the same as the original, except for the selling price and the Piracy that modifies the content…. I supported the Piracy that is completely same as the original,even though it hurts the producer, but at least the people are not misguided by the wrong information… People who buys the pirated goods are usually those who cannot afford it but liked the goods very much….. and I believe that once these people are out of their cycle of poverty, they would buy the original ones….as it’s a basic characteristic of human to keep trying to buy something that they like…..

Anime & Manga Student
The students who like to watch the manga and anime are usually easily to be spotted in schools. They are usually alone…. Because their way of thinking is not suitable with their peers who favours the ‘hot’ stuffs in the Generation ME. However even they are alone, they’re not lonely…as the anime& manga will become their friends….. I can say that because I’m one of them, the one who’s always alone during my secondary school lives, wandering over my imagination- the world of anime…..however i did not shed my tears, as the anime& manga keeps me company… and I believe the others are also feeling this way….

ODEX
The Odex crackdown on Anime community in singapore last year was a holocaust… Even though I’m not involved in this downloading thingy as I had stopped 2 years ago, but I still do not support Odex’s action. This is because to us, students who liked to watch anime – anime are just like our best friends,because human friends just somehow cannot get along with us…. Taking away anime from us means taking our best friends from us…. And for that I believe that’s why the whole anime community rebel against odex…. I believe that the Anime community is not at fault at all, but odex do… because its their fault for firstly to start the crackdown by attacking Singnet, Starhub in order to get the victims for money without any warning at all…. Even if they were to issue warning, would the anime community agrees to it? I don’t think so, because if the warning are taken and we stopped downloading and watching anime online, odex could not compensate us…..

To put it simply because the anime series that they sold are in Extremely poor quality plus, they dubbed it….. in which dubbing the anime is the same as spoiling the anime, because we the anime-fans would prefer to watch it in Japanese language version, with or without ENGLISH SUBS. Why do we choose English? Its because it’s the language that is understood internationally, If other language is to be used It would be racist, as it indirectly tells the audience that “ hey you must learnt this language in order to enjoy this animation” for eg. Odex dubbed the anime in CHINESE with English subtitle….isn’t that it is not fair to the other races? The MALAYS, TAMILS, ANGMOHs ???? English subtitle is not the matter, but the audio does !!!!

The path i have chosen

The results of the O's had been released few days ago, and based on it, the path has been chosen, which is to stay in Singapore... yup, i didn't resent the fact that i did not leave for Australia as i get the feeling that western cultures totally does not suit me at all.There are a lot of visible reasons that you can see in my daily behaviour, that will explain my 'not-so-interested' attitude. In fact i am hoping it to happen like this, because after that it will be my favourite quoted sentences:"BRIDGES TO A BRAVE NEW WORLD "

Therefore, the path has been chosen and there is no more turning back ....

Lately there are a lot of thoughts going around my mind, a lot.... and i am going to list them down one by one in my next post , These will Not BECAUSE that i wanted to show off my General Paper skill, but its because i'm really bothered by those thoughts......